I feel like I owe it to my inner self
To take all my baggage off the moving carousel
Open the cases up and let everything out
Cause I’ve been so quiet but I wanna scream it loud
When I was a little girl felt a little worthless
Put my heart in the hands of men that would hurt it
Taken me a while to try and heal it but I’ll work it out
Can’t talk to my mum cause she drives me fucking mental
So much that I had to change my place of residential
It’s a touchy subject talking anything parental ow
I’ve been dancing round the truth
Been disposable to you
But now I feel like I am so ready to say it
Watch that girl she’s gonna say it
First ten years of my life gave me problems
Next ten years shut em out I ignored ’em
Now I’m 22 what I’ll do try and solve ’em how
I’m talking neglect, no respect, lying frozen on a bed
And a little girl too young for such a heavy head
I’m talking New Years Eve in 2020
September 18th when I wasn’t ready
Christmas, Mothers’ Day, blue cars on motorways
Trauma comes in so many sizes and shapes
But they fit me all perfectly
It’s funny ain’t it strange
No matter how far you run they’ll be running in the race
But that’s enough for now
Got ten songs to work it out
There’s a voice in me I’ve got to make it loud
Watch that girl she’s gonna say it
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